Wednesday, August 29, 2007
I'M BACK!!!
haven been updating for like.. 12DAYS.
no choice.
exam
got to study if nt naggings.
it's finally OVER.
29aug 1030am has finally PAST!
AT LAST.
went bugis with Jessie today.
NICE NICE(:
finally after weeks of chionging, i pamper myself today=)
will update SOOON again.
dun have much feel today.
haven been updating for like.. 12DAYS.
no choice.
exam
got to study if nt naggings.
it's finally OVER.
29aug 1030am has finally PAST!
AT LAST.
went bugis with Jessie today.
NICE NICE(:
finally after weeks of chionging, i pamper myself today=)
will update SOOON again.
dun have much feel today.
10:35 PM
Friday, August 17, 2007
if everything is so meaningless, where is the value of life?
suddenly i felt so hopeless.
merely HOPELESS.
venting machine.
i couldnt do anything
i cant control yr mood swing period.
just take my pain away.
i'm getting sick and tired of it.
STOP controling me.
is that my tears?
i really dont wish to complain.
just let me pour out my feelings here
and i will be fine.
leading that kind of life is TORTURING.
try it.
and u'll know how i feel.
NO LIFE.
i'm just that innocent girl
stop treating me like this. PLEASE
suddenly i felt so hopeless.
merely HOPELESS.
venting machine.
i couldnt do anything
i cant control yr mood swing period.
just take my pain away.
i'm getting sick and tired of it.
STOP controling me.
is that my tears?
i really dont wish to complain.
just let me pour out my feelings here
and i will be fine.
leading that kind of life is TORTURING.
try it.
and u'll know how i feel.
NO LIFE.
i'm just that innocent girl
stop treating me like this. PLEASE
11:12 PM
HAPPY 16TH , GERALDINE !!
sweeetesst 16 ever=)
sweeetesst 16 ever=)
12:33 AM
Thursday, August 16, 2007
FINALLY.
i manage to finish 1module!
although it's quite a long time
Enterprise Resource Planning
the content can be so dry la.
i ALMOST fall asleep while studying a few times.
try studying it.
you'll go crazy.
i still need to recap ALOT.
although i spend 4 and a half days.
zzz
but at least i have a sense of satisfaction
8moredays to ERP
11moredays to Business Process Optimisation
13moredays to Software Engineering
storiesoflove
stonesoffrustration
i manage to finish 1module!
although it's quite a long time
Enterprise Resource Planning
the content can be so dry la.
i ALMOST fall asleep while studying a few times.
try studying it.
you'll go crazy.
i still need to recap ALOT.
although i spend 4 and a half days.
zzz
but at least i have a sense of satisfaction
COUNTDOWN
8moredays to ERP
11moredays to Business Process Optimisation
13moredays to Software Engineering
storiesoflove
stonesoffrustration
8:50 PM
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
studying inside a room with a BED is a NONO.
lots of temptation.
at any moment, when u see the bed, HAHA.
that's it.
you give in when u see the bed smiling at you.
PLUS the weather is so wonderful.
------------------------------------------------------
i hate myself
forgetting wat i memorise previously.
rmb e new stuffs.
forgot e old wan.
i really TRIED.
and i'm NOT going to give up.
it's gonna be stressful ahead.
i'm going to persevere through =)
10:04 PM
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
suppose to be revising.
BUT
end up blogging.
ERP.
total crazy.
i spend 3hours on it.
i wanna cry for help le.
it's simply TOUGH
i think i will cont part2 tmr.
BPO
SE
ERP
these 3main exams are KILLING ME.
HELLP!
BUT
end up blogging.
ERP.
total crazy.
i spend 3hours on it.
i wanna cry for help le.
it's simply TOUGH
i think i will cont part2 tmr.
BPO
SE
ERP
these 3main exams are KILLING ME.
HELLP!
10:57 PM
Courage , do not stumble
Though your path be dark as night;
There's a start to guide the humble.
Let the road be rough and dreary,
And it's end far out of sight,
Foot it bravely, strong or weary
Perish policy and cunning,
Perish all that fears the light;
Whether losing , whether winning.
Simple rule and safest guiding.
Inward peace and inward might.
Star upon our path abiding.
Some will hate you, some will love you.
Some will flatter, some will slight;
Cease from man, and look above you.
Though your path be dark as night;
There's a start to guide the humble.
Let the road be rough and dreary,
And it's end far out of sight,
Foot it bravely, strong or weary
Perish policy and cunning,
Perish all that fears the light;
Whether losing , whether winning.
Simple rule and safest guiding.
Inward peace and inward might.
Star upon our path abiding.
Some will hate you, some will love you.
Some will flatter, some will slight;
Cease from man, and look above you.
9:13 PM
Sunday, August 12, 2007
GIRLS TALK.
STUDY WEEK.
motivation.
determination.
realli got to start my revision from TOMORROW.
tahan till the end of aug.
more naggings.
my hatred.
why must there be EXAMS?
11:14 PM
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
all the tests are finally down.
now left with 3major exams to go.
FREEDOM. HOLIDAYS.
everything gonna end sooon
speech of freedom.
rights of freedom.
i desire.
i need them.
i'm not a machine.
STOPP!
*back to normal*
but but but
that particular photo.
BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES I HAD BEFORE.
i'm missing it.
i getting sick and tired of the lifestyle i'm leading now.
seriously.
why am i thinking it this way.
i simply got no idea.
i got to occupy my brain with exam stuffs and NOMORE.
NOTHING ELSE.
if not, i would start thinking alot alot more.
换换爱 ep11 is not up yet.
i cant join watching it tonite :(
quick upload it.
hahh.
i cant wait to cont'
DAMM NICE.
9:39 PM
Sunday, August 05, 2007
received sweet little notes from some of them.
HOW SWEET(:
and i gort a HIPPO from jess.
thanks. love ya.
it's CUTE. Seriously.
if life was a dream, would it be fun?
a place where dreams are born
and where time stands still
And your heart will fly on wings
forever in Never land
HOW SWEET(:
and i gort a HIPPO from jess.
thanks. love ya.
it's CUTE. Seriously.
if life was a dream, would it be fun?
a place where dreams are born
and where time stands still
And your heart will fly on wings
forever in Never land
9:21 PM
Saturday, August 04, 2007
you cant always get the outcome that you want at ALL times.
calm down concept.
study smart. and not HARD.
TIME realli FLIES. yes. FLIES.
now it's already august.
jus in a matter of time, christmas will be approaching.
40% WAD is a killer for everyone.
we know our FATE on monday.
i tried hard to study
step by step, lookin thru at the codes,
one word.
TOUGH.
i jus wan my holidays.
was looking thru the calender.
it's a sch holiday on fri.
after 9aug.
wow.
poly life arent that great anymore.
we cant enjoy these kind of holidays.
4days holiday straight.
THURS FRI SAT SUN
mayb i dun even need to go back to sch.
cos lessons are NO MORE LESSONS. i guess.
i think jaric hates us now la.
i dun tink he wanna look at our face on 10aug.
WAD test will be over by tht day.
IADP project is over long long time.
home alone now.
mum n sis simply lurves GIANT so much.
i dun uds WHY.
it's kinda bored.
i rather stay at home.
i have my bed smiling at me(:
i have TV.
hah.,
i restrain myself from MSN today.
i did it.
i realli did study ok.
my job today : analysis-ing codes.
//
stress.com
YES / NO
decision making.
i got to make that particular decision.
i dun wish anyone to get hurt.
let nature take its cours for now first.
calm down concept.
study smart. and not HARD.
TIME realli FLIES. yes. FLIES.
now it's already august.
jus in a matter of time, christmas will be approaching.
40% WAD is a killer for everyone.
we know our FATE on monday.
i tried hard to study
step by step, lookin thru at the codes,
one word.
TOUGH.
i jus wan my holidays.
was looking thru the calender.
it's a sch holiday on fri.
after 9aug.
wow.
poly life arent that great anymore.
we cant enjoy these kind of holidays.
4days holiday straight.
THURS FRI SAT SUN
mayb i dun even need to go back to sch.
cos lessons are NO MORE LESSONS. i guess.
i think jaric hates us now la.
i dun tink he wanna look at our face on 10aug.
WAD test will be over by tht day.
IADP project is over long long time.
home alone now.
mum n sis simply lurves GIANT so much.
i dun uds WHY.
it's kinda bored.
i rather stay at home.
i have my bed smiling at me(:
i have TV.
hah.,
i restrain myself from MSN today.
i did it.
i realli did study ok.
my job today : analysis-ing codes.
//
stress.com
YES / NO
decision making.
i got to make that particular decision.
i dun wish anyone to get hurt.
let nature take its cours for now first.
3:49 PM
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
STOP adding to my frustration level.
i have enough stuffs in mind.
the moment you talk about that, you sure will link to tht person.
standard.
wat can i do?
i jus have to take it.
like it's my fault like that.
you choose to flart out like this.
den wat are WE?
the innocents one?
wat rubbish.
you think we feel good.
i feel utterly sad and disappointed too.
isit our choice?
NO.
we cant do anythink to change tht FACT.
it had already happened.
nth else can be done.
at times, i fear going back home.
i rather stay in sch.
cos i dunno when you gonna burst out like a FIRE again.
i hate that feeling.
being said. scold. blamed.
ENOUGH.
this feeling hurts.
people keep saying.
HOME SWEET HOME.
me?
i have to think twice.
when everything was so normal that time, i LOVE my house.
NOW?
i dunno.
cos those unhappy thoughts will keep flowing up and down my mind.
i realli miss those moments.
WHY
WHY
WHY
who do i believe?
being the eldest is a TOUGH job.
ohno. am i being EMO here?
i simply love my blog.
cos i can complain all i can inside here.
they wun stop me.
or talk back to me.
quietly listening to my sorrows.
THANK YOU(:
how i wish i can jus erase everything is my mind.
how i wish i am still so young and innocent.
how i wish i dunno anytink in the 1st place.
how
iii
wish
to those who have read this, PLEASE dun ask me anything.
it's PERSONAL.
i have enough stuffs in mind.
the moment you talk about that, you sure will link to tht person.
standard.
wat can i do?
i jus have to take it.
like it's my fault like that.
you choose to flart out like this.
den wat are WE?
the innocents one?
wat rubbish.
you think we feel good.
i feel utterly sad and disappointed too.
isit our choice?
NO.
we cant do anythink to change tht FACT.
it had already happened.
nth else can be done.
at times, i fear going back home.
i rather stay in sch.
cos i dunno when you gonna burst out like a FIRE again.
i hate that feeling.
being said. scold. blamed.
ENOUGH.
this feeling hurts.
people keep saying.
HOME SWEET HOME.
me?
i have to think twice.
when everything was so normal that time, i LOVE my house.
NOW?
i dunno.
cos those unhappy thoughts will keep flowing up and down my mind.
i realli miss those moments.
WHY
WHY
WHY
who do i believe?
being the eldest is a TOUGH job.
ohno. am i being EMO here?
i simply love my blog.
cos i can complain all i can inside here.
they wun stop me.
or talk back to me.
quietly listening to my sorrows.
THANK YOU(:
how i wish i can jus erase everything is my mind.
how i wish i am still so young and innocent.
how i wish i dunno anytink in the 1st place.
how
iii
wish
to those who have read this, PLEASE dun ask me anything.
it's PERSONAL.
9:44 PM
in the midst of studying WAD.
totally catch no ball sia.
CODES know me. i dunno them.
i'm kinda stress.
40% for WAD is alot to me.
i sucks at tis.
even though it's open book, i dunno which codes to use. to copy to program.
JIAYOU SERENE(:
major exams are approaching real real SOON.
time to get down to business.
REAL WORK.
no more nonsense
i just need TIME.
totally catch no ball sia.
CODES know me. i dunno them.
i'm kinda stress.
40% for WAD is alot to me.
i sucks at tis.
even though it's open book, i dunno which codes to use. to copy to program.
JIAYOU SERENE(:
major exams are approaching real real SOON.
time to get down to business.
REAL WORK.
no more nonsense
i just need TIME.
4:22 PM
