Wednesday, August 01, 2007
STOP adding to my frustration level.
i have enough stuffs in mind.
the moment you talk about that, you sure will link to tht person.
standard.
wat can i do?
i jus have to take it.
like it's my fault like that.
you choose to flart out like this.
den wat are WE?
the innocents one?
wat rubbish.
you think we feel good.
i feel utterly sad and disappointed too.
isit our choice?
NO.
we cant do anythink to change tht FACT.
it had already happened.
nth else can be done.
at times, i fear going back home.
i rather stay in sch.
cos i dunno when you gonna burst out like a FIRE again.
i hate that feeling.
being said. scold. blamed.
ENOUGH.
this feeling hurts.
people keep saying.
HOME SWEET HOME.
me?
i have to think twice.
when everything was so normal that time, i LOVE my house.
NOW?
i dunno.
cos those unhappy thoughts will keep flowing up and down my mind.
i realli miss those moments.
WHY
WHY
WHY
who do i believe?
being the eldest is a TOUGH job.
ohno. am i being EMO here?
i simply love my blog.
cos i can complain all i can inside here.
they wun stop me.
or talk back to me.
quietly listening to my sorrows.
THANK YOU(:
how i wish i can jus erase everything is my mind.
how i wish i am still so young and innocent.
how i wish i dunno anytink in the 1st place.
how
iii
wish
to those who have read this, PLEASE dun ask me anything.
it's PERSONAL.
i have enough stuffs in mind.
the moment you talk about that, you sure will link to tht person.
standard.
wat can i do?
i jus have to take it.
like it's my fault like that.
you choose to flart out like this.
den wat are WE?
the innocents one?
wat rubbish.
you think we feel good.
i feel utterly sad and disappointed too.
isit our choice?
NO.
we cant do anythink to change tht FACT.
it had already happened.
nth else can be done.
at times, i fear going back home.
i rather stay in sch.
cos i dunno when you gonna burst out like a FIRE again.
i hate that feeling.
being said. scold. blamed.
ENOUGH.
this feeling hurts.
people keep saying.
HOME SWEET HOME.
me?
i have to think twice.
when everything was so normal that time, i LOVE my house.
NOW?
i dunno.
cos those unhappy thoughts will keep flowing up and down my mind.
i realli miss those moments.
WHY
WHY
WHY
who do i believe?
being the eldest is a TOUGH job.
ohno. am i being EMO here?
i simply love my blog.
cos i can complain all i can inside here.
they wun stop me.
or talk back to me.
quietly listening to my sorrows.
THANK YOU(:
how i wish i can jus erase everything is my mind.
how i wish i am still so young and innocent.
how i wish i dunno anytink in the 1st place.
how
iii
wish
to those who have read this, PLEASE dun ask me anything.
it's PERSONAL.
9:44 PM
