Monday, October 20, 2008
HAPPY BELATED
19th BIRTHDAY TO ME!
haha. it's my LAST teen la. Next yr gonna see the number '2' already.
nvm, ESTHER will be the 1st to reach that target. HAHA. oops.
Received PRESENTS! haha
Went to raffles city to have our sharing.
then halfway through, meishan & esther bought the bdae cake & my grp sang bdae song for me IN PUBLIC. make me so paiseh. haha. all looking at this direction.
but i really enjoy it. the presence of everyone made me felt so loved.
haha.
had dinner at clarke quay with 89 peeps.
i forgot the name of the 'restaurant'
fisherman _____
eat, talk, laughters, jokes.
and most impt, PHOTOS!
lots of them.
hahaa.
i had another cake surprise. haha
cos i went toilet, den when i came out, i saw jx.
den he told me to wait for him cos he's scared.
i was like thinking, huh. big GUY scare wat.
ahha. den jus wait lor.
*he's actually trying to waste my time, preventing me from going back there cos of the cake i suppose. haha*
den tht stupid tc, ask me to go another side. which is like so scary la. stairway to nowhere.
i'm not that silly! oops. haha.
then we went back.
when i was approaching the table, they sang birthday song like so LOUD can. haha.
whole restaurant know it's my bdae.
haha.
paiseh the second time.
but i'm really touched.
i saw the bdae cake, it's like so nice la.
had a pic of ALL 89peeps on top of the cake.
photo-taking session.
haha.
*bdae wish wish wish*
cutting cake.
by that time, everyone was like so damn full.
haha. den esther cut slices of cake.
the thickness is like WOW.
ahaha. dunno how many cm.
all forcing it into their stomach
HAHA.
i share with esther. we cant even finish 1slice lor.
den slack there alittle.
took pictures.
den the guys had a very very GAY pictures.
ahha. i'm actually waiting for esther to send me those pics before i can post them up here!
hahaha.
so damn FUNNY la.
laugh like hell.
dear 89, i really enjoy myself ytd.
It's been like so long we actually gather together.
We should actually do that often.
Must really find a day, whereby EVERYONE is free.
WE NEED A GROUP PIC!
haha.
And not forgetting to plan our JAPAN trip 5years down the road.
hahaha. SAVE SAVE SAVE!
89 will go on holiday trip tgt!
Many thanks to EVERYONE who gave me cards, presents, sms-es, friendster comments etc.
- my dear LES, much much HUGS for u.
i guess u really did alot for this celebration.
AHHA. isit tough gathering everyone's picture?
haha.
I'm actually touched. I'm really happy ytd.
Thank you SO MUCH! <3
and the GOH family, haha. sorry ah. i know u all wanted to celebrate my bdae with me ytd too. but 89 booked first. hehe. nvm, still have NEXT WK. hahahaa. oops! BHB. jus kidding.
i know u all have that heart , i'm really contented to have this family.
haha.
PICTURES will be uploaded once esther send it to me!
MEMORABLE TEEN bdae!
8:52 AM
Thursday, October 09, 2008
Our Daily Journey
I had not learned to let go with the hands,
As still I have not learned to with the heart,
And have no wish to with the heart--nor need--
That I can see. The mind--is not the heart.
I may yet live, as I know others live,
To wish in vain to let go with the mind--
Of cares, at night, to sleep; but nothing tells me
That I need to learn to let go with the heart.
We learn to let go with our hands for many reasons.
And we have to let go with the mind - troubling thoughts, grudges and especially memories of sin we've confessed and made right with God.
-Hold on to the lasting things of the heart-
Our faith in the truth of God's Word, and in the saving grace of Jesus
I had not learned to let go with the hands,
As still I have not learned to with the heart,
And have no wish to with the heart--nor need--
That I can see. The mind--is not the heart.
I may yet live, as I know others live,
To wish in vain to let go with the mind--
Of cares, at night, to sleep; but nothing tells me
That I need to learn to let go with the heart.
We learn to let go with our hands for many reasons.
And we have to let go with the mind - troubling thoughts, grudges and especially memories of sin we've confessed and made right with God.
-Hold on to the lasting things of the heart-
Our faith in the truth of God's Word, and in the saving grace of Jesus
9:18 AM
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
i was so emotional.
shall think about the happy stuffs happening this month.
CHEER UP SERENE=D
18oct : cousin's ROM
19oct : BIG DAY! haha.
25oct : xinyi's ceremony
28oct : BESTIES' gathering!
shall think about the happy stuffs happening this month.
CHEER UP SERENE=D
18oct : cousin's ROM
19oct : BIG DAY! haha.
25oct : xinyi's ceremony
28oct : BESTIES' gathering!
10:24 AM
It's so torturing.
why is this happening.
can we survive through tis crisis?
"Fear not, the Lord is with u"
I keep reminding myself this sentence, BUT however, i'm still scared.
Can u imagine, when u reach home, nth is left inside.
I need to be strong but there's always a limit.
I don't know when i will break down bcos of THIS again.
I guess i have to eat bread everyday to survive.
HP, internet bills.
worst case, i just have to terminate my internet.
but it's kind of impossible.
we need to have internet as my sis might have to use it.
i cried to myself.
I need to strength to move on.
why is this happening.
can we survive through tis crisis?
"Fear not, the Lord is with u"
I keep reminding myself this sentence, BUT however, i'm still scared.
Can u imagine, when u reach home, nth is left inside.
I need to be strong but there's always a limit.
I don't know when i will break down bcos of THIS again.
I guess i have to eat bread everyday to survive.
HP, internet bills.
worst case, i just have to terminate my internet.
but it's kind of impossible.
we need to have internet as my sis might have to use it.
i cried to myself.
I need to strength to move on.
9:58 AM